13 Aug 2005
Jan 17 2012 01:27 AM
Deciding to give Maple another shot after a 4ish year hiatus. 03 Sep · 0

About me? There's so much to say that it's almost not worth writing it down. I'm a thinker, a lover, and care too much for my own good. But ironically at the same time, I'm a cynic, a borderline sadist and hate nearly everyone I don't know. Don't take it personally, people just haven't proved to me they're worth anything. I think and analyze everything far too much, I can see right through people. I had to "mature" early in life, no ones fault, life just lays out and you roll with it. I tend to love things up a lot without meaning to, and it's pretty damn frustrating. Over the years I've changed dramatically, several times. I can make hugs pretty awkward says some people haha, and then I've been told I hug great. I can be conceited. I have a photographic memory, I can read things by skimming and my mind just puts it together. I have a passion for music, it's amazing how quickly real music can change ones emotion so quickly. I had a rough childhood, but who didn't these days? I'm different, and like it, I'm just me... I don't try and hop on some stereotype bandwagon to fit in, I dress and act however the hell I want, anyone who knows me can tell you that. I used to let people walk all over me, and still occasionally do. I'm not materialistic, I'm not spoiled and don't get whatever I want, and I'm fine with that. I love cats. I smoke and wish I didn't now. I'm probably one of the nicest people you will ever meet, I just have a tough outer layer and a soft inside. I'd give you the shirt off my back if it fit you. I don't give out second chances very often however, only if they deserve it, and really do. love me over and you won't hear from me again. I don't pick fights with people, I avoid drama. Drama isn't worth my time, this isn't third grade, I try and stay lax. I believe the human mind is capable of so much more than what today's society uses it for, such a waste. I'm shy. I don't talk much unless I want to. I'm so indecisive it's not even funny. I'm a procrastinator. A perfectionist and imperfect. I cry. I'm emotional, it's only human. I don't cheat. I'm not shallow, looks are nice but not even close to everything. I don't say "I love you" unless I really mean it. It's hard for me to care about people, but when I do I would go to all lengths to keep you and make sure you're happy, even if it means sacrificing my own happiness. I'm geeky. I tend to be annoying, and then tend to make people laugh. I hate fake people, ew breast implants, It's better to be you and fail than pretend to be someone you're not and succeed. I can be brutally honest. The truth hurts less than being lied to and finding out for your own. I'm a listener. My shoulder has been cried on more than most. I lead people on sometimes because I'm too nice, sorry. I'm not a user. I don't date someone unless I feel something real, that goes for the other person too. I hate these social networks, don't even know why I stay on them. I will finish this some other time, should be enough for now.

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  • 3, 1991
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    Le boring state of Michigan.
  • Interests
    My friends, skating, drawing, games of course, music, lots of other stuff.

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    I haven't played in years.
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